If Not Free

To the greatest of all ” the prisoner Hana’ El Shalabi “.. Please accept my words .. 


My lips are shut

I can’t say a word

I used to be inlove 

With a man

For life of freedom he fought

William Wallace is his name

Never walked without his sword

He once said 

“Run and you will live

At least for a while” 

It shall not be 

Honor is thine 

Forgive me my lady

I am a coward 

I thought I was free

There is no difference 

Between you and me 

When it comes to freedom

We are both not free

You behind bars 

Am behind enemy lines

What can I say 

I am ashamed

Forgive me my lady

When eat choclate

when praise mom’s yummy meals

Forgive me my lady 

I don’t deserve 

To be named Palestinian 

It only belongs to your name

You have proven that the impossible 

Can be ! 

Forgive me my lady 

I am a defenseless child 

I can’t fight 

My hands are tied 

I thought William is the bravest of all 

You have proven me wrong

What is there that a woman can do ? 

I once asked 

Now to myself I must say 


That woman , my lady, is you ! 

Forgive me my lady

It’s true ! 

We are all nothing compared to you ! 

I will not tell you keep up the good work 

I will not tell you hang in there 

But let me tell you my wish of despair 

I wish I were behind the bars !

To die with honour 

Than to be sieged in my own home 

Life is freedom 

If not free 

Then execute me 

Because if not 

I don’t deserve to breathe ! 

I don’t deserve to be ! 

Till We Meet For The First Time

And I hold on to my tears, so no one would cry along

Smiling all the time. so everyone would cheer

Letting go what’s  gone

Here we are you and me

let’s dance through this eve

forget the past

what’s gone is gone

your standing right here

I have to run

Run away from my tears

Never left alone, so I wouldn’t die inside

The memories I don’t have

Wish could have lived

I know your gone

you ain’t coming back

But may words reach you out

I love you .. the most

I have alwasy had

Teared apart no longer will be

I have to move on and wash away my tears

Now it’s time to kiss away the pain

I am old enough to fill a gap

You made a while

I know it’s not your fault but I

But I gotta spill it out

You are mine

I carry you

Everywhere I go

When I am called

Your name follows

Bleed inside blood of love

The thing I carry around

You are mine

I am yours

No one can deny

Remember me

Till we meet

Please be proud

I love you

Truly do

Hear me ouuuuut

 Hold me close

When the thunder strikes around

Let me feel that warmth I dreamed

When was a little child

It’s time to go

to let you fly

It’s my time to start my own life

and till we meet on the other side

Until we meet for the first time



In the memory of my father. May his soul rest in peace ..


I Choose To Be

May I see people I love

May they be close enough

Close to hold me and give me a hug

And so that hug would raise me up

Hamlet wondered to be or not

Dear Hamlet I choose the first

What is life if we don’t take risks

Make memories no one forgets

Jump of a seven step stairs

Feel free to sing everywhere

When a teacher tells you 

Bravo, excellent 

What could be more pleasant ? 

To feel excited and want to go home

Tell everyone, you know will sing along

Smile, laugh, sing and dance

It’s your world say it out loud 

Am happy, am free

All I had to be is me

Life, whether you last or not

The be I said will be 

I have become

Dear world, remember me

And dear others accompany me

All you have to do 

Is to be .. 


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